Aruba - was AWESOME!
I have in the past, had birthday freak-outs, no need to go into detail. This year no freak-outs for the big 30. We started the day with breakfast in bed, a massage at the spa, a day of sight seeing, topped off with a wonderful birthday dinner where our toes were in the water on the beach.
So, I'm really 30. I know everyone I talk to usually has the response "but your so young" "just a baby, yourself" "30 is no big deal".... to me it was a big deal. I think back to the days before I was married planning my life out by age, I think all girls do this at some point. I feel like my varying original plan is not to far off. I remember my plan - " I want to be married by 25" - I was married at 27.... just a 2 years off. Not to bad - I have only been married now, for a lil over 2 years now - but I have been with my Husband for over 7 years. I can't imagine life without him. He has truly made me better person - and I love that we are growing together. He really makes me understand the word family so differently.
Now, for the the other part of our family - the baby. My struggle with PCOS/INFERTILITY continues. Some days are better then others. I pretty much let my diet slip while on vacation - and my tummy was upset a lot. I noticed with the MetforminER - that it's either I feel great or awful, not in-between. The more junk I eat the worse I feel. So I plan to get back on track ASAP. I feel a slight sense of relief that I believe I am now on a menstrual cycle. Hoping that I am able to achieve pregnancy with the use of Charting, Metformin ER, DCI, and a better diet.
Here's to hoping that 30 will be a year of great change!